Beliefs; Depression; & Perceived Madness.
Writings and musings about beliefs around Depression! Words get used quite liberally. Mostly incorrectly tagged onto others without thought or awareness.
A download as Sagittarius / Gemini Pearce, the vail... illuminating more of our mind thinking and perceptions, the key is not to be afraid to own your perceived Madness! Understand it is temporarily guiding you,
Sometimes, What another or society may deem as madness (Experiential) or depression (grief, sadness) etc., most of the time, it’s you finding your path to your unique genius!
It’s only when we can drop all the games, all the Facades, all the conditioning, including all the judgments altogether. So that the dark patches, the lonely patches, can come and speak with you, meet you, allowing you to know them, it requires you to go deep, so you cannot do this work and remain busy living distracted lives.
Life is a paradox; it’s energy! It’s frequency! Life will flip when you change the energy- frequency within and without yourself. It’s truly that easy to change your life’s path.
So why don’t we get to where we want to be or think we want to be if it’s that simple- change frequency = change life?
Answer-:
Because we don’t know ourselves fully, we don’t know our frequency often; we focus on everything outside us to tell us what frequency to follow and what energy to respond to and with. This means we are mostly purely tracking, unaware of ourselves and our energy frequency. We aren’t integrating our learning into understanding and wisdom because we haven’t fully connected to ourselves. We gather knowledge though we don’t apply it to ourselves or our lives; we prefer to look at others to tell us who we are.
We cannot embody or integrate our learnings into wisdom until we are willing to enter the void of our shadow, reflecting deeply on all the parts of ourselves, past and present. Seeing it all, laying it out to seeing the full 360degrees, seeing how we let ourselves down, how we let others down, how we tried to be more than we could be at certain times, how we showed up as our NOT self too many times, how we have been outspoken, defensive, aggressive, fearful,
When we can sit in the void and see it all and see how much we learnt about ourselves having experienced all those lessons, positive or negative (mostly adverse, as these lessons are our greatness teachers!) These lessons offer the most gratitude because these lessons pushed us to change our frequency, shift our energy, and own our shadows; yes, we may have lost some people, which is sad. However, we focus on what we gained, achieving a more profound understanding of ourselves; we gain wisdom that cannot be taken away; we learnt forgiveness; we know about our trauma, so we never need to project it or have it cast back at us. When we see ourselves, we no longer need anyone to show us.
When we know ourselves, we also know the parts ready to be purged. We know we cannot go forward and continue to carry these attitudes, beliefs, and behaviours; we must be prepared to face it all..the good, the bad, and the ugly!
Anything standing between us and our full potential to reach higher frequencies and freedom from the past shadow anchors & chains that once held us bound. The time is now, and the motivation rises again, liberating us to seek more fantastic versions of our sovereign freedom.
The lotus breaks through the Mud In preparation for its Blooming’!
A Single Flower blooms symbolic of rising from the shadows and Maia, liberating itself through each layer, continuing growth from adverse/challenging environments to reach beyond into the radiant beauty of A single flower rising and breaking through, opening to glow above the surface reflecting its beauty for all to see. Standing Quietly serene, elegant, empowered and embodied.
Metaphorically a journey of challenging your shadows, sitting with them in the darkness, in the emptiness, in the aloneness, doing whatever it takes to own them by seeing your part in them, then forgiving yourself fully and completely. We are surrendering fully all the NOT SELF. Humbly embracing your TRUE SELF, the Self you want to Be & already Are! We usually wish for what wants the US does! The only thing that stands in our way is believing we deserve what we want.
Accept where you are at each step. Please don’t focus on shaming yourself or feeling you must constantly confess where you went wrong or how you could have done better, let that stop 🛑 here and now; it doesn’t work self Flagellation is from the dark ages created from a human doctrine based in control through shame and guilt. Beating yourself over and over will not change your energy or frequency!
Be kind and honest always. Learn to ask yourself questions many times and notice you will get different answers because you are peeling away beliefs; when a belief shifts, the reality changes. We see another side of the same issue coming to a new understanding.
We must note that it takes time it takes, to heal shadows; there is no time clock; it’s your body, your psyche, and your emotions; when you open to shift frequency and change your energy, it’s a life-changing game changer, so don’t rush it, slow down at amber lights, be a tortious, not the hare. Learn well, learn thorough, the waters become more apparent, ... the flower does open again, and the people do return to watch & enjoy the blossoming once more.
Life is more about cycles. Understanding cycles will save you so much time... you won’t be Late.
Entering our Rabbit Hole can serve us well; it can be the greatest gift we can give ourselves, the time to discover our whole self, our true self, our fearless authenticity! “Our Soul “!
So graciously, from now on, we accept our fleeting moments of madness; we welcome them, for we know our genius is only just around the corner!
Peace and Love
Delahrose Roobie Myer
